The Aniak Halfbreeds First Co-Ed Volleyball Team

YEAH WE GOT FIRST! LOL JK WE GOT THE SPORTSMAN SHIP AWARD! Here is the whole team, it was so much fun! LOL, I was wearing an Akiak Thunderbolts sweater. It was so scary though, when we went up to receive our award I then realized that I was still wearing that sweater; And the whole crowd was laughing and it was so funny! Then people came up to me and said I have a lot of "Sportsman Ship" lol. I think we did really good, and we would of had
a really good chance on going to state. It was crazy though, all the other teams had like 20 games and aniak had like 8 games..... And all together there was about 5 teams........ It was fun though! :D

Akiak Regionals

This is my cousin Lott Egoak II or aka Bonk.
When I was in Akiak for regionals (co-ed vball.)
I was able to visit my auntie and her BIG family.
I had a lot of fun, but it was really cold and
wet riding back and forth from the school,
to my aunt's house. I meet a lot of people
during this year's vball season. I thought it
was more exciting then any other vball season
I have EVER had!






LOL! This is a picture of Agnes and I.
She was saying that I stinked, and lol I
told her that I was looking at Icky(Nicolai)...
hahaha, but I really wasn't haha it was joke!
This is a picture taken during the championship
round... It was Akiuk and Tunt.... it was insane.
I was gong for the Akiuk Grizzlies though! But
this was like after I went to my auntie's house.
On the way back I had to catch a ride with some
stink kid... lol their were like four people on my
cousin's four-wheeler(so crazy!) It was a lot of fun in Akiak. After school is over this year, I plan
on visiting Akiak again and hang out with "my boys their" lol inside joke but yeah... lol



If you look closely, I popped my blood vessel
in my wrist, and my middle finger, and ring
finger. This is "my battle wound" from diving
for the ball. I think that it was Walker Craft
(akiak) that did that, or Milton Jones(akiak).
I think it was Walker though, but people said
that I may have gotten it from Milton cause,
he is a more "powerful" spiker then Walker.
But I don't know who did it, but all I have to
say is that it really hurt a lot... lol I couldn't
even put my class ring on! HAHAH, when
I showed Walker he was like. "What the he**
happened to you?" and I told him what happened
and he was surprised that he did that too! I wish I can go back to Akiak. I can't wait for Basketball season though... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

A Little Lie

Last night I wrote this poem, I was just getting things off my mind.
I hope you read the whole thing, and I hope you enjoy it.



Say that everything would be okay,
Say that things can’t go back to the way they were.
I am broken and I can’t handle the pain.
Take the sorrows away.
I don’t want to waste another tear,
I don’t want to waist my sigh.
You broke me and I am vindicated for my thoughts.
I knew this was going to happen,
I just didn’t know how bad it would be.
I thought that this was one of those things,
But I learned that love could come in the smallest ways.
I thought everything would carry on in life,
But now it drags and tears.
I am not surprised that this happened,
Just didn’t know that it would happen with you.
So just tell me that everything would be okay,
Tell me things can’t go back to their way.
Tell me that I am broken,
Tell me that you are not sorry for the decision that you made for me.
You say it’s okay to cry,
You sigh and say that you always love me.
Show me the reason that we were together,
And tell me that it did actually happen with you.
Tell me that this was one of the special things.
Tell me that love comes in every little way,
And tell me that you still love me.
You say that life carries on,
And that life can drag and tear.
Tell me that always expect the unexpected and that I was a surprise.
But you tell me that it won’t be okay,
If I still miss you.
You knew that I would fall for you,
But you know that I can move on.
You know that I can always do better,
That you are broken and not me.
To know that every little bit of life is special.
That you are dragging and tearing my world down.
Every moment we cried and sighed together,
Every minute we said I love you.
But you said that I am missing life,
And that every moment not together,
Brings us closer.
Finding someone else is going to help,
To forget that we spent every day of our lives.
Fighting for that moment,
We just didn’t know how it would end.

Blue Jays

Here is a picture of the Tuntuliak Blue Jays ... lol pretty sweet huh ?!?!?!?!
Aniak is ranked 3-5 now! and Aniak Halfbreeds are going to regionals next
week Thursday I think. But wish us luck ! ANIAK HALFBRREDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tunt

Here is a picture of Tunt, the trip was fun. I got to see friends and my eluk and i meet a new eluk... haha did you know cell phones can work their? lol weird huh? but if you look closely the big blue building is the school and gym.=] can't wait for Akiak ! GO HALFBREEDS !

My Typical Dream Guy

This is a poem of a guy that I am really into or would like to meet.

I am not into your typical "jock" I like guys who are just them and

not afraid of being who they are... =]

Nerds

Your humor sooths the soul,

My laugh wipes away my stress.

You are my anti-depression,

The smile that shows your care.

Your Glasses hide you,

That is why I choose you.

Your a nerd,

Which I admire.

The glare in your glasses,

Is blinding to my apples.

Takes me a while to get to know what was under your googles.

To find those hazel eyes,

Finally nice to meet that gentlemen I was waiting for.

Your gracious voice,

That waves in my ear,

Sounds funny to hear.

That laugh that I can't get out of my head,

To hear what you have to share.

I understand now, 

That no one knows you for you.

To know what it is,

Is something not even a stong man can take.

My heart.

Anchorage Trip

I came one Oct. 5th 2008, through out this whole trip I was with my dad.

There were two days, that Jessa was with me and it was a whole lot of fun.

Spending time with family is the best, and with friends too. 

I attended the College Fair at The Egon Center on Monday morning 

for two hours and I walked out with a bag full of brochures, applications,

and awesome pens. So far I have thought of attending UAA for about a year or two,

and maybe a college in Oregon, not sure yet. Speaking of UAA, on tuesday I went

on a campus tour for about 4 hours! It was so much fun, I wish I had a camera but my

parents aren't going to get me one for a while =[. I am very pleased that I went on this

trip, but it was more fun with a friend and my dad.

Picture

This is a picture of when I was in Galena.

My 10th Grade year, most of my awesome friends

were graduating, and I wore my friend Mattie's

gown, just so that I won't felt left out. hahaha,

I miss those days. But I am happy I am home.

Crawling

 

Crawling in my skin

These wounds they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real

I think that he wrote this because everyone can relate in confusion.

There's something inside me

That pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear

Is never ending, controlling

I think that he is saying that someone is always confused 

 

I can't seem to find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence)

(I'm convinced that there's)

(Just too much pressure to take)

I've felt this way before so insecure

Everyone is lost and I don't think everyone can find the answer.

Life is hard, and we just have to find a way to get used of it.

What he wrote was really good,

and I think that most people can relate to him.

What he said "These wounds won't heal."

When someone get hurt,

like really hurt sometimes they can't get over what has happened.

Sometimes when I get annoyed,

I get really pissed off and I won't talk to the person.

But sometimes I have to deal that,

I can't do anything about it.

Because things in life are going to be worst,

Sometimes in life the walls are going to to fall,

And things in life are going to pull your fear out first.

But you have to learn to deal with your fear,

And try your best in life and don't be to Emo.

Adv. Literacy

I am in Mr. Luchsinger's Advance Literacy and so far it's okay.

But we do the same things all the time and every week.

I wish that there was more options to do and interesting things to do.

So far all we do is Problem Sets, Journals and Reading Logs,

every single week. We need a teacher that would do more opportunities,

I am not saying that he is a bad teacher and I know that is not true.

All I am saying is that I wish we had more opportunities to do.

Picture

The picture says it all, and yes we are losers but I am weirdest one you will meet.

This picture was taken by my sister,  I think about two weeks ago. She is about 14 years of age.

She can be down to earth, and I am glad she came home from Anchorage. Both of us are in high school, she is a freshmen and I am a SENIOR! so I guess you are going to see us on the teams (volleyball, and basketball). We are very outgoing and we always argue, but we can at least have a lot of fun. 

Chelsea I can't really describe her that much, but I lover her lots. Sometimes we know how to have fun, but I don't know she can be a little crazy. 

Vocab - vulnerable

Me

The little nuisance that is in my life,
The thought that makes me down.
Is my emotion that is always in my way.
The thing that is never going to change.
The thing that makes me chicken,
And the thing that makes me strong.
I don’t know what I am,
And I don’t know how to handle it.
I am troubled to do so in anyway.
I am lost, confused.
And I am the child that doesn’t want to grow,
The child that doesn’t want to use an emotion.
I am a troubled child that doesn’t know who she is.

Over Hand Serve

Yesterday was the first time I have ever over hand served.

I was so happy, and surprised that I was able to serve over hand.

I think that I have improved over the past year.

But I know I am not the best, and I always tried to do my best.

Volleyball

This year in Volleyball is going to be very interesting. 

I like it a lot, and I am surprised that we have three boys on the team.

Now that we are Co-Ed, we have more play options and I am happy about some

of the travels I heard about. The coach that we have this year is the same as last

year. Which is fun cause she knows how to be serious, and have fun at the same time.

What I am hoping for this year is that I am eligible every game now that I am a senior.

But it should be my own fault that I am not eligible, but I shouldn't get mad.

I would be frustrated that I didn't try my hardest to help out the team.

I know that I am not that good, but I have a good attitude and I love the game.

I am an out going person, so I always want to have fun.

=]   Sharena McKindy 

Rural school population

The government is talking about people moving from Rural villages to the Urban area's.

They are talking about how there gas prices and how everything in the Urban area's are raising the prices. I think that it is the truth, but if they understood how it is to live in the village it would be a lot harder. The only reason families are moving is because of our gas prices and everything is raising. Then they talk about the school funding,  and to me what they are getting is pretty good, compared to most schools here in Alaska. The school I am attending we have to watch our budget closely. On activities for an example we have to have Volleyball night, and Craft night which is a pain cause volleyball takes other people's interest and they leave craft night to play volleyball. I asked the instructor about changing craft night to a different night, and she said that they can't cause of the budget we have. I thought if people wouldn't  keep there eye's on the big places like Anchorage because they are not the only place that is having a hard time gaining, but the smaller villages losing the students for prices. Not just losing them but making the school less fortunate and able to do what they can do; and make ends meet.

Uniquely Me..

My name is Sharena, I am 17 and live in Aniak Alaska.
I attend Aniak Jr. Sr. High School and I am a senior ! haha yeah.
What I like to do when I am bored is listen to music or write poems.
Some say I am good, and i guess that is true. I mostly base mine on
characters and some on my life. I enjoy the sunset view, and Michael Phelps, he is so hot.
I have five sisters and one brother, and soon to be two nephews.
If you want to get to know me more email me @
smckindy@kuspuk.org