Crawling

 

Crawling in my skin

These wounds they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real

I think that he wrote this because everyone can relate in confusion.

There's something inside me

That pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear

Is never ending, controlling

I think that he is saying that someone is always confused 

 

I can't seem to find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence)

(I'm convinced that there's)

(Just too much pressure to take)

I've felt this way before so insecure

Everyone is lost and I don't think everyone can find the answer.

Life is hard, and we just have to find a way to get used of it.

What he wrote was really good,

and I think that most people can relate to him.

What he said "These wounds won't heal."

When someone get hurt,

like really hurt sometimes they can't get over what has happened.

Sometimes when I get annoyed,

I get really pissed off and I won't talk to the person.

But sometimes I have to deal that,

I can't do anything about it.

Because things in life are going to be worst,

Sometimes in life the walls are going to to fall,

And things in life are going to pull your fear out first.

But you have to learn to deal with your fear,

And try your best in life and don't be to Emo.

Adv. Literacy

I am in Mr. Luchsinger's Advance Literacy and so far it's okay.

But we do the same things all the time and every week.

I wish that there was more options to do and interesting things to do.

So far all we do is Problem Sets, Journals and Reading Logs,

every single week. We need a teacher that would do more opportunities,

I am not saying that he is a bad teacher and I know that is not true.

All I am saying is that I wish we had more opportunities to do.

Picture

The picture says it all, and yes we are losers but I am weirdest one you will meet.

This picture was taken by my sister,  I think about two weeks ago. She is about 14 years of age.

She can be down to earth, and I am glad she came home from Anchorage. Both of us are in high school, she is a freshmen and I am a SENIOR! so I guess you are going to see us on the teams (volleyball, and basketball). We are very outgoing and we always argue, but we can at least have a lot of fun. 

Chelsea I can't really describe her that much, but I lover her lots. Sometimes we know how to have fun, but I don't know she can be a little crazy. 

Vocab - vulnerable

Me

The little nuisance that is in my life,
The thought that makes me down.
Is my emotion that is always in my way.
The thing that is never going to change.
The thing that makes me chicken,
And the thing that makes me strong.
I don’t know what I am,
And I don’t know how to handle it.
I am troubled to do so in anyway.
I am lost, confused.
And I am the child that doesn’t want to grow,
The child that doesn’t want to use an emotion.
I am a troubled child that doesn’t know who she is.

Over Hand Serve

Yesterday was the first time I have ever over hand served.

I was so happy, and surprised that I was able to serve over hand.

I think that I have improved over the past year.

But I know I am not the best, and I always tried to do my best.

Volleyball

This year in Volleyball is going to be very interesting. 

I like it a lot, and I am surprised that we have three boys on the team.

Now that we are Co-Ed, we have more play options and I am happy about some

of the travels I heard about. The coach that we have this year is the same as last

year. Which is fun cause she knows how to be serious, and have fun at the same time.

What I am hoping for this year is that I am eligible every game now that I am a senior.

But it should be my own fault that I am not eligible, but I shouldn't get mad.

I would be frustrated that I didn't try my hardest to help out the team.

I know that I am not that good, but I have a good attitude and I love the game.

I am an out going person, so I always want to have fun.

=]   Sharena McKindy 

Rural school population

The government is talking about people moving from Rural villages to the Urban area's.

They are talking about how there gas prices and how everything in the Urban area's are raising the prices. I think that it is the truth, but if they understood how it is to live in the village it would be a lot harder. The only reason families are moving is because of our gas prices and everything is raising. Then they talk about the school funding,  and to me what they are getting is pretty good, compared to most schools here in Alaska. The school I am attending we have to watch our budget closely. On activities for an example we have to have Volleyball night, and Craft night which is a pain cause volleyball takes other people's interest and they leave craft night to play volleyball. I asked the instructor about changing craft night to a different night, and she said that they can't cause of the budget we have. I thought if people wouldn't  keep there eye's on the big places like Anchorage because they are not the only place that is having a hard time gaining, but the smaller villages losing the students for prices. Not just losing them but making the school less fortunate and able to do what they can do; and make ends meet.

Uniquely Me..

My name is Sharena, I am 17 and live in Aniak Alaska.
I attend Aniak Jr. Sr. High School and I am a senior ! haha yeah.
What I like to do when I am bored is listen to music or write poems.
Some say I am good, and i guess that is true. I mostly base mine on
characters and some on my life. I enjoy the sunset view, and Michael Phelps, he is so hot.
I have five sisters and one brother, and soon to be two nephews.
If you want to get to know me more email me @
smckindy@kuspuk.org